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      Tales 
        of the Elen and Alan 
      Conte 
        d' hiver 1996 
      
         
          The tale began on 
            my 23rd birthday, the day where François Mitterrand was buried. January 
            11th, 1996. This tale ended on october 11th, the same year. Just before 
            an interview of Dominique A, in her hotel room. He played this evening 
            at Le Théâtre des 
            feuillants. My last interview. I met Elen at 
            a briefing for a student issue which I was the editor. She gave me 
            two poems, the stranger poems I never read, the more beautiful too. 
            She was the more intelligent girl I've never met, the stranger too. 
            She studied english at the University of Bourgogne, in Dijon. She 
            was the best of all students in english. I think, now, she has become 
            professor of University. It was the thing she wanted. During winter, 
            spring and summer debut, we gave life One Step 
            Beyond on Radio Dijon Campus, each monday. We 
            were the best, the stars. 
            I'd never seen her again since this awful day on grey october. Black 
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              Hopeful 
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              Coming 
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              Leaving 
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              Hopeless 
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      beautiful 
        friend 
       
        this is the end, 
      my 
        only friend, the end... 
        
      
         
          Insidious treachery. The 
            music unfurls like the waves of a reacherous ocean. 
            In the heart of a broken up instant, merges my golden boby into a 
            silver soul. 
            Inexpressible truth, driven into being of life, intrinsic contradictions 
            to our 
            limitations. The organ's the limit. 
             
            Desolation. Interstices 
              of a dispossed life, stolen from its source. Harrowing  
              open sores, rending sight. Flows like water the bitter decay of 
              a soullness  
              world. Unbearable stench of desolation. 
            Misty dawn. Please 
              let me in silence fathom the stifling dampness of your misty dawn. 
               
              The icy yard is the spy of evil, the great guardian of immediate 
              decay, and the curious, eager eyes of nature in the face of time 
              dug, from the secret places shroud me in proud disdain. 
              O wild cemetery, please open up your silken doors to me, your cruel 
              fear is  
              vain : never could the wraps come off. Even the sparkling sap running 
              from the 
              ancient pine's depths won't have me remember the obscured potentiel 
              of my 
              luminous life. The weeping pine of Youth is bending over death, 
              and its sticky  
              liquid on to the waving dark green grass that for ever the heavy 
              grey stone tombs will remain covered with is leaking, freezing eternity. 
               
              H.D. in the winter of ' 96. 
               
              Falling from heavens, falling into hells 
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